I'm at the library, and it is 5:36am. I'm still writing my paper, and am only half finished. THIS BLOWS.
Have you ever noticed that you think a lot when you are up late? Or maybe it is just me. Either-way I can't tell if late at night I do my clearest thinking or just some off-balance senseless thinking. I'm really not sure. This is what I am leaning towards. To me, it seems that it is most likely my best thinking that I do at night. It is clear and concise and decisive. When I think then, there is no question in my mind, I know what I want and am ready to do it. However, since you usually cannot act readily at night due to half the world being asleep, it has to wait til the morning. It is THEN, during the next day that I start to think about my thoughts the night before. Once day comes, I start to talk myself out of things, question my thinking, or get scared and/or nervous. So--am I thinking clear at night and being insecure during the day? Or am I thinking crazy at night and being logical during the day.
And what is it with logic. I tend to always fall back on logic--but to always fall back on logic, how fun can ones life be? How spontaneous? How can you just flow and glid with the moment without worrying about something? I've started to think about this lately. Maybe I should be logical, but have moments where I just throw my logic out to do something fun, random, unexpected.
I like Oliver Soft Red wine. I like soju. I like vodka. I like martinis.
I love food: Chinese, Mexican, Ukranian, Indian, Japanese, Thanksgiving, Christmas, Breakfast
My favorite part of my body is my eyes--eyes are always amazing, and I happen to like mine. But I love my boobs too.
Right now I just cannot get over Bon Jovi's "It's My Life"--it makes me want to dance, sing, and run about living my life like crazy!
Travel, I want to travel.